Ups & Downs

Stuff that makes me sad: unnecessary cruelty to animals and humans, the fact that I talk behind people's back, the concept of procrastination, business trips, that i have a low passion for getting good grades, that i never try my hardest for anything anymore, that piano isn't my life anymore, racial segregation, when i can't get a riff down on guitar, my impatience, my judgmental temperament, my height, holes, AIDS



Stuff that makes me happy: Food, naps, looking at old pictures, jason mraz, finishing homework early, sitting, listening to music that reminds me of old events, when people text me and just say "hi", when people say that they thought of me during the day, when i look at my parents hugging, homemade gifts, going to the flea market with my dad, colorful drawings, random hugs, the feeling of safety when i sleep with my mom, my grandma, passing notes during class, inside jokes, dancing, pretending to be able to sing, accomplishing something that I've been working on for a while, music boxes, that i live in La Canada, my caricatures, community service, the fact that i have more things that make me happy than sad