it's BEAUTIFUL

fail

i spilled apple juice on my keyboard, so the period and question mark keys don't work

how ironic

two of the most important keys

awesome man

i have to copy and paste people's periods(slash)question marks

lame

yeah

It's been too long. Time to reconnect.

My last blog was last week, but that one doesn't count; It was stupid.

School's going by way too slowly. I'm counting down the weeks, then days. Once STAR testing passes, school will be over in a jiffy! I'm having a hard time in school and in deciding what classes to take next year. AP Euro? Periods 0-6? World History in the summer? I DON'T KNOW! It's so difficult to choose. Any advice?

Other than my school, there's a piano competition coming up this Saturday at 8:10A.M.. Grand prize? $1,000. Pray for me! Because of this stupid competition, this life has been hell: 3 hours of piano a day, definitely not the best week in my life. And plus, my madre and I got into a huge, massive brawl today. Our screams could probably be heard from a block down, no doubt about it. It sucks fighting with her, but I'm stubborn and she's stubborn, so there's no way we can't not fight.

I've started to re-read The Notebook. It's amazing. Nicolas Sparks definitely knows how to get a girl's attention; what a charmer.

I missed the dance today (Wild Wild West), because of the fight. Yes! It was the last dance too.

I haven't touched my guitar in so long, I should probably re-passionize my guitar wants.

I went to the beach during Spring Break. It was so nice.

I went to Palm Desert with Julia and Charlotte this past weekend (4/16- 4/18). It was so much fun. It felt like summer vacation because of the lack of stress and pressure. The weather was beautiful too: very sunny and warm. The PERFECT weather.

I really wanted to go to Coachella, but I couldn't. I don't think I can go next year either, so hopefully Junior year!

I have a really difficult time waking up.

We're starting to read Othello on Monday. We're also starting to swim in P.E. on Monday. Definitely NOT excited for either.

This Saturday is Sarah's birthday. Excited for that!

April 20 (4/20) was yesterday. What a stupid, stupid creation. How did they come up with the numbers?

I need to stop procrastinating and start working harder. I need some moral support.

I really, really miss my daddy. He's been gone since February, and isn't coming back until June. <3

Most recent pictures of mine:

blackout '10.

definitely the best night of my life... or close to it.

Bliss

I love reading this book.


It makes me so happy! It's amazing.
It's a book filled with little poems, but these poems makes a story.
A boy write of how he doesn't understand poetry, but ironically, he's writing in verse.
By the end of the book, he loves poetry.
There are little transformations that happen to this boy throughout the book.

You want to read it? Let me know and I'll let you borrow it! :D

Immature Freshmen.

I hate being a freshman. I hate it, hate it, hate it.
Our freshmen "parties", our freshmen drama, our freshmen class.

An event that happened today re-enforced my wanting to quit gossiping and and sh*t-talking. I think it's an immature thing to do, and it never has good after-effects. The person speaking shows signs of being weak and self-conscious. That person feels good when putting another person down, a feeling of superiority. (At least, that's the reason I talk behind other people's backs). I feel like I need someone to agree with me. I want other to know what I think and for them to think the same way. I guess when I put down someone else, I can put myself higher up. But in reality, it's the exact opposite.

Every time I have decided to betray my friends, and lower myself socially, it has backfired. People always find out when I don't say nice things. Maybe it's a sign, telling me to stop talking such foul things.

Starting from today, I refuse to gossip, spread rumors, betray my friends, be selfish, and talk sh*t. I promise to be a good friend. PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE. (: